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Merchandise
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Until the time
that Relapse Records will take over all of our worldwide merch, below
the links to those companies that are authorized by the Estate and/or
Perseverance Holdings Ltd. to create & sell DEATH products:
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Mail
(email
and letters to Chuck's family)
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Messages
through email can be send to: jane@emptywords.org |
Letters can be send to:
Jane Schuldiner
No address available at the moment, please use email
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made by Postman
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My name is Frank, I became Chuck's Letter Carrier (Mailman)
in 1985. I'm still on the same route. So I've known
Chuck, Jane, Bethann, et-all on a personal basis for
over 17 years.
When I first met Chuck they (Death) were playing in
his garage with the usual complaints from the neighbors
about that "noise" from their house. Chuck
was great about it. He didn't let it get him down. I
watched him progress from that garage to several European
tours. As time went by and when Chuck was home we would
sit at his mailbox and he would tell me what had been
going on while he was on tour. He'd tell me about the
that piece of shit manager he had and the crap that
he put the band through. He'd tell me how the "label"
was robbing them blind. He'd talk about getting their
equipment ripped off in Europe. He'd tell me these things
and I would wonder why he still did it. Through it all
Chuck would say "it's cool everything will be alright".
He really loved what he was doing.
I didn't know Chuck the musician. This might be sacrilegious
to say here but I'm not into metal I never have even
listened to one of Chuck's songs. I really didn't know
the impact he had on the music world until I stumbled
onto your web-site tonight, but I did and do know the
impact that he had on the people he touched around here
including me. Chuck was a gentle soul. One of the kindest
most caring people I've met in my 40 years. Chuck completely
blew away any stereotype that I had about "Metal
Heads". He truly was one of the nicest most caring
person I have known. Definitely not what is portrayed
by the media. He was very intelligent and I enjoyed
our conversations. He was always more concerned with
other people more than he was for himself. It concerned
me that unscrupulous people took advantage of this man
that just wanted to create music and share it with his
fans but he seemed to take it in stride. He was just
that way. He had a fierce love and devotion to his family.
He was absolutely obsessed with insuring that his family
was alright. During his illness when he was able to
come out and talk to me, he would tell me how he was
doing. If the news wasn't that good he would say "don't
tell Mom, I don't want to worry her". Through out
his fight I would get any news that I could get either
from his family or from some close neighbors. Many a
prayer was spoken at my house for Chuck and now for
his family. Throughout his ordeal Chuck kept a fantastic
attitude always saying that he was going to beat this
thing no matter what the prognosis was from the doctors.
Usually by the end of our talks he was trying to cheer
me up. I considered Chuck a friend and I hope he felt
the same about me. It devastated me when I heard that
he has passed away I stood there hugging Jane and weeping
because I felt that the world had just lost another
GOOD person.
Now as to Chuck's family; I would ask that you would
all say a special prayer for them. they fought a long
hard battle with many an up and down but always with
the steadfast belief that he would pull out of it. No
matter how dire the prognosis from the Doctors you'd
hear Bethann say that they didn't know what they were
talking about. She was driven to get Chuck the best
help that could be found, usually a high personal cost.
Chuck's passing has hit all of them hard both emotionally
and financially. Jane has been devastated first by the
loss of her son who looked after her but also by the
sharks trying to feed off of the blood sweat and tears
of Chucks accomplishments and for any of you that might
be reading this SHAME ON YOU!!! Be ware as furiously
as Bethann fought to keep Chuck alive she is fighting
just as hard to insure that you whores don't profit
off of something that you're not entitled to. But ultimately
you will have to answer to whom ever it is that you
pray to. But I digress, Chuck has a nephew (Bethann's
son) who idolized him. They were Buds and this has hit
him especially hard. He's a great Kid well maybe not
so much a kid anymore and he could use our prayers.
Then there is Bethann, one of the strongest person that
I know. She goes after things that she is passionate
about with a dogged determination that awes me. She
is the kind of person that I want on my side if I need
to get something really important done. She is definitely
not someone that I wanted pissed off at me. Despite
her hard exterior she has a heart of gold. As was Chuck
she is absolutely devoted to her family and insuring
that her Mom is alright. She adores her son and works
tirelessly.
It did my heart good and caused me to get misty eyed
to see your out pouring of mail that I delivered to
Chuck's family. It showed me that you guys (especially
over-seas) really loved him. I would beg you to continue
his family needs your support more than ever. Daily
there seems to be some new challenge they have to deal
with and I'm sure that your support helps.
Frank Rowe, June 22, 2002 |
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