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                  Chuck's 
                  legend says that he started in music early. How did he start 
                  and at what age? 
                  Chuck became interested in music shortly after his 16 year old 
                  brother, Frank, was fatally injured in an accident. It had a 
                  tremendous impact on Chuck and we were searching for a way to 
                  keep his mind occupied. We decided guitar lessons would be good 
                  for him that way, and he went for lessons about 6 months or 
                  so. He then decided he didn't want to go anymore and that was 
                  fine with us, and shortly after that we were driving by a house 
                  sale and he saw what turned out to be an electric guitar and 
                  asked me if I would buy it for him. I did and discovered it 
                  needed amps and we had a good time shopping for those. It became 
                  almost a part of Chuck, he played and practiced constantly, 
                  getting better all the time. He could listen to a song and play 
                  it, it was just amazing to us. Soon he began to write his own, 
                  recording it and eventually sharing it with other people who 
                  shared his love for his kind of music. Chuck's father and I 
                  always listened to current music but also listened to a lot 
                  of Elvis, and Chuck liked him also. 
                 When 
                  did you realize that Chuck was going to devote his life to the 
                  music and what was your reaction? 
                  I knew early in his teen years that as Chuck progressed in his 
                  music it was natural that he wanted to start his own band, which 
                  we supported 100%. He and his friends and the band spent most 
                  of their time for years in my garage with people from all over 
                  the state coming to listen. It was a wonderful time for Chuck 
                  and he was a man with a mission from then on. He absolutely 
                  lived for his music. 
                 Did 
                  you know at this period the metal field and what was your judgement 
                  about it? 
                  I was not aware of the 
                  music put into any particular category, but if I had, it was 
                  still Chuck's choice of music and that was fine with us. I grew 
                  to like much of it myself, listening to Chuck's albums when 
                  he was on tour. We were very proud parents! 
                 Thinking 
                  back after that Chuck has left us, how do you analyse the music 
                  scene, starting from the support reactions, to the business 
                  behaviors wanting to take advantage of this tragedy? 
                  The support from the media 
                  and the fans were overwhelmingly wonderful for Chuck's family. 
                  It really helped me through the darkest days of my life. As 
                  for the businesses and the unscrupulous people out there who 
                  have profited off this tragedy, there are no words for the outrage 
                  and contempt I have for them. Chuck believed in karma, and hopefully 
                  it will work in this situation. If so, there are a lot of people 
                  all over the world in big trouble. I do have one last thing 
                  to say, if fans and friends did not buy this merchandise, it 
                  would not be the unfortunate success it is. 
                 What 
                  are the events that have shocked you and which ones really touched 
                  you? 
                  The sales of the merchandise 
                  by people who profess to be fans and friends are what shocked 
                  me the most. The thing that really touched me, and still does, 
                  is how much Chuck was loved by so many different people. And 
                  that they let me know. 
                 A foundation 
                  was created during Chuck's illness. What was its role and what 
                  is its objective at this time? Does it still exist? 
                  The Chuck Schuldiner Medical 
                  Account was created when so many donations came in from fans 
                  after hearing of the denial of a hospital in New York to do 
                  Chuck's surgery. They wanted to help and they surely did, spiritually 
                  as well as financially. It was erroneously reported in a magazine 
                  that the Schuldiner family solicited donations. We did not, 
                  it was done by the fans because they loved Chuck and wanted 
                  to help, and was much appreciated by Chuck and his family. Yes, 
                  it still exists. 
                 Chuck 
                  was a perfectionist, working hard and passionately for his music. 
                  How was his way of working? 
                  Chuck was a perfectionist up to the very last note he played 
                  in his studio near the end of his struggle. He could not be 
                  satisfied with less. I know I pleaded with him to please rest 
                  at the end, that the music was good enough, and he said good 
                  enough was not acceptable for him. He preferred to go into his 
                  studio and close the door, no telephones, no interruptions, 
                  and he would stay in the studio for many hours at a time, sometimes 
                  all night and into the next day. Especially when he was writing 
                  for a new album.  
                 Did 
                  Chuck analyse his career and manage to share this with the persons 
                  who were close to him? 
                  Chuck talked frequently 
                  about his career. There were things he would change if he could, 
                  of course, but mostly he was proud of his perseverance through 
                  the years in doing things his way. He stood up for his individuality 
                  and took responsibility for his own music, creating music his 
                  own way. That is a direct quote from Tim Aymar, the singer in 
                  Control Denied and a very good friend of Chuck. I wrote and 
                  told Tim that he indeed knew Chuck very well, I could not say 
                  it better myself. 
                 By the 
                  way, for taking important decisions, was he the only one, or 
                  did he also share this with the persons close to him? 
                  Chuck would talk over decisions 
                  with his friends and family but would make his decisions solely 
                  in the end on what he felt was the right thing for the band, 
                  and that is what he did. 
                 While 
                  the Control Denied album was out, this effort seemed to be a 
                  self-portrait. Did he speak about this with you and how was 
                  his approach to this album? 
                  When Chuck wrote that first 
                  Control Denied album he did not know about his illness. A lot 
                  of people think he did because of the lyrics, but he did not. 
                  Chuck was always what is called a deep thinker, a ponderer, 
                  and his lyrics came from his feelings about life happenings 
                  and in his own life also, and things he felt was wrong in the 
                  world and man's inhumanity towards man. He was a very concerned 
                  person for the wronged people in this world, and it saddened 
                  him. 
                 For 
                  the musicians, friends and metal fans, Chuck career is exemplary. 
                  What is your personal view about the Man and the Artist? 
                  I think the man and the 
                  artist merged to make the finest person I have ever known. I 
                  have never met anyone, before or since Chuck was born and in 
                  my life, who cared so much about people, who hurt when others 
                  hurt and who stepped in to right the wrongs he saw when he could, 
                  who loved his family and friends unconditionally and with total 
                  loyalty. In his whole life he never was disrespectful to us, 
                  he was our best friend as well as our son. He was a good and 
                  sensitive person and the world is a poorer place without him 
                  in it. I have boxes of letters from all over the world that 
                  tell me of his kindnesses. 
                What 
                  is going to happen with "When Machine and Man Collide", 
                  will it take life someday? 
                  That album will be done as Chuck requested or not at all. That 
                  music was done at the end of Chuck's life with a struggle nobody 
                  else can possibly comprehend. I was there to see that struggle, 
                  I know. The promise Chuck asked and his sister made will be 
                  kept. This music is a piece of Chuck's heart and soul and his 
                  wishes will be honored. This is not about me, the label or the 
                  fans or anybody else. It is about Chuck.  
                 Would 
                  you like to Share with the metal fans, and readers what you 
                  have in your heart and mind, and that you would wish to be published 
                  to let people know..... 
                  It is almost two years since Chuck lost his battle against that 
                  tumor and he would feel honored, I know, that he is remembered 
                  so long by so many. He would be so pleased to know that through 
                  my correspondence with his loyal fans and the visits from his 
                  friends I have been comforted. They write me and share their 
                  thoughts and I answer with mine. Chuck made a comment while 
                  he was ill and reading the many emails that came every day. 
                  He said they all were like an extended family, and so they are. 
                  When Chuck was very ill sometimes the unthinkable thought would 
                  come to me of how desolate a world without Chuck in it would 
                  be. And that is how it is. He is very much missed and loved 
                  each and every day, in many ways. 
                   
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