On his 31th birthday the doctors
gave him the most horrible diagnosis: a brain tumor. Now his battle
began with an enemy that could not have been more malicious. Months
of fear and hope went by. Every good message was closely followed
by a bad one and vice versa. At this time Chuck's fighting spirit
came fully to light, he did not want to resign to fate, he wanted
to fight. Fight for his family and his friends, who were at his
side constantly during his illness. But also fight to be able
to go on stage again and to celebrate the victory together with
his fans. He was not given the opportunity anymore.
On top of all the suffering resulting
from this illness, came the financial problems, which thanks to
the contributions of the fans and colleagues, and numerous benefits,
could at least be pushed back a little bit
Due to his stubborn nature, Schuldiner
was not always loved. Think about the evil words that came his
way when he didn't come to Europe in the early 90's to promote
SPIRITUAL HEALING live, and Chuck's drum roadie took over the
microphone. Personally I got to know him as a warmhearted and
sympathetic person, to whom his music and his fans meant a lot.
Even when he was partly paralyzed
by the tumor and hardly able to independently play the simplest
chords, and was miles away from playing the guitar, he could not
stop believing that he would get completely healthy again, and
record new songs as soon as possible. For this cause during the
last months, Chuck submitted to several therapies, with which
he gave himself and his family new hope over and over again.
It was in vain, because he lost
this last battle for his all too short life, at the age of 34.
With Chuck, not only a gifted musician left us, but also a great
human being who created a monument with his music, for which he
will live on in our memories forever. Chuck always ended his messages
with "Let The Metal Flow". And
so it has
CLAUDIA PAJZDERSKI
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